this way. I am sick and sad without you. As I sit here in the kitchen I am praying that you will let me come back to you this time forever.GarrettIt was dusk now and the gray sky was turning dark quickly. Though she'd read the letter a thousand times it still aroused the same feelings she'd had when she'd first read it. For the past year those feelings had stalked her every waking moment.Sitting on the beach she tried once again to imagine him as he wrote the letter. She ran her finger across the words tracing the page lightly knowing his hand had been there before. Fighting back tears she studied the letter as she always did after reading it. In spots she saw smudges as if the pen were leaking slightly while he wrote; it gave the letter a distinctive almost rushed appearance. Six words had been crossed out and she looked at those especially closely wondering what he'd intended to say. As always she couldn't tell. Like many things about his last day it was a secret he'd taken with him. Toward the bottom of the page she noticed his handwriting was hard to read as if he'd been gripping the pen tightly.When she was finished she rolled up the letter again and carefully wrapped the yarn around it preserving it so it would always look the same. She put it back into the bottle and set it off to one side next to the bag. She knew that when she got home she would place it back on her bureau where she always kept it. At night when the glow of streetlights slanted through her room the bottle gleamed in the darkness and was usually the last thing she saw before going to sleep.Next she reached for the pictures Jeb had given her. She remembered that after she returned from Boston she'd sifted through them one by one. When her hands began to tremble she had put them in her drawer and never looked at them again,
toms cute styles.But now she thumbed through them finding the one that had been taken on the back porch. Holding it in front of her she remembered everything about him-the way he looked and moved his easy smile the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes,
toms red. Perhaps tomorrow she told herself she would take in the negative and have another one made an eight-by-ten that she could set on her nightstand the same way he had with Catherine's picture. Then she smiled sadly realizing even now that she wouldn't go through with it. The photos would go back into her drawer where they had been before beneath her socks and next to the pearl earrings her grandmother had given her. It would hurt too much to see his face every day and she wasn't ready for that yet.Since the funeral she'd kept in sporadic contact with Jeb calling every now and then to see how he was doing,
character grey toms shoes. The first time she called she had explained to him what she had discovered about why Garrett had taken Happenstance out that day and they both ended up weeping on the phone. As the months rolled on however they were eventually able to mention his name without tears and Jeb would fall to describing his memories of Garrett as a child or relating to Theresa over and over the things he'd said about heRelated articles:
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